Hello boys and girls!
Its been a while since last and I apologize if any random soul out there were waiting or expecting any new art or photos from me, I just have not had the time that I thought I would have. By now my dad have moved out to an home equiped to handle the problems he have and even though it has ben very relieving for me, it also have made me very sad. Very much so that I have had trouble keeping my mood in check. But hey, thats life, right? And life simply sucks. I wish it didnt, but that is the truth.
Work has been keeping me busy tho. I asked my boss not to schedule me so much in january, so per natural he put me up for 50 hours overtime. I aint sure if that was stupidity or kindness. I was working with him when my mom passed away in 06 and I did not work properly after that, maybe he figured keeping me busy now that dads mind has gone awol would be an better approach than having me sit around at home missing my dad. But I aint sure abou his intentions.
On a brighter note, its not long now until I will be an aunt. About a month, give or take and the baby is already fixed in the right position. With my familys luck I am worried about the birth. But so far its been all good, besides from my sister pretty much have a constant cold and feeling ill. But oh well. At least her life is moving forward.
What else can I bring up, that is worth mentioning. Not much am I afraid. I am trying to save up for a cintiq companion. That seems like the shit to have! I will be usníng it as a drawing board and a work laptop for writing and fixing photos. I am looking forward to it and I bet you will get to both see and hear a lot more from me then. So stay with me, if you still are. I might surprise you. I am hoping/praying for a better year this year!
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So many birthdays..
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So many birthdays in my family this month, but today I am feeling sad. I hate to know my dad won't understand why we are visiting him today. Maybe he won't even recognize me? I never know, every day is different. So much depends on how he has slept and eaten. I'm really hoping he is having a good day. But I miss him. So much. I wish life were more fair.. I'm sorry about my ramblings lately. I was going to keep my personal post to my lj blog and art here. But I am lazy and need to let up some steam. It's not like I don't speak of my problems irl but I try hard to keep it fact based instead of emotionall. But sometimes a person just want to say "life Sucks and I am heartbroken". It's not like I want pity but sometimes people you meet says such strange things. One friend even asked "are you missing your dad?" .... Of course I am, you idiot. I don't miss living with my sick dad, I miss talking to my dad who remembers who I am though. Sometimes people say the dumbest things...
On a brighter note, work has given me a more creative task. I work at burger king, mainly in the kitchen. Opening and closing shifts as well. With an ever so growing list of extra responsibilities. So at first I was annoyed that they added an extra thing to that list but I am gonna take on this challenge. For you see, I have been put in charge for weekend events for kids. Like coloring and stuff. I do love kids and I do love messing with papers, glue and colors. I am nervous too, since I have a slight issue with social interactions. But I will see this as good experience both work wise and as in social training. And to work with more artsy stuff, on a kid level of course. Now to come up with fun, cheap and yes easy ideas!
On a brighter note, work has given me a more creative task. I work at burger king, mainly in the kitchen. Opening and closing shifts as well. With an ever so growing list of extra responsibilities. So at first I was annoyed that they added an extra thing to that list but I am gonna take on this challenge. For you see, I have been put in charge for weekend events for kids. Like coloring and stuff. I do love kids and I do love messing with papers, glue and colors. I am nervous too, since I have a slight issue with social interactions. But I will see this as good experience both work wise and as in social training. And to work with more artsy stuff, on a kid level of course. Now to come up with fun, cheap and yes easy ideas!
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Wazzup?!
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And its a...
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Amazing news. Amazing. Or at least I wish it felt that way, but it is good!
I am.. -drumwirl- becoming an aunt. My sister is expecting. Me and my sister aint very close to be honest.
I am probably even far from one of the first she told (I did know anyway cause I know her even if she does not believe so), but its still a huge event.
It was in the little things. The words she used, the food she eats, the way she was standing and the way she was messing with the hem of her pants..
Its a big thing. I think I am happy. Looking at the fetus pictures were kinda amazing at least. Its a real baby in there. W00t w00t.
Maybe I will hype up more, in a sane way, once the baby is born. Or when the truth has sink in more
I am sure it will be fine. I hope.
I feel kinda sad for her tho. With mom dead and dad demential, it must feel kind of lonely. Cause its not how you picture these events.. But yeah.. I am sure she will be fine.
I am.. -drumwirl- becoming an aunt. My sister is expecting. Me and my sister aint very close to be honest.
I am probably even far from one of the first she told (I did know anyway cause I know her even if she does not believe so), but its still a huge event.
It was in the little things. The words she used, the food she eats, the way she was standing and the way she was messing with the hem of her pants..
Its a big thing. I think I am happy. Looking at the fetus pictures were kinda amazing at least. Its a real baby in there. W00t w00t.
Maybe I will hype up more, in a sane way, once the baby is born. Or when the truth has sink in more
I am sure it will be fine. I hope. I feel kinda sad for her tho. With mom dead and dad demential, it must feel kind of lonely. Cause its not how you picture these events.. But yeah.. I am sure she will be fine.
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Vacation! Day -2
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Online again
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As always I seem to be taking long breaks between posts and updates. But, my vacation is rolling in. Only about 7 days left and then, freedom! Maybe then I can do some artsy stuff, fix some photos and even, just maybe, try finish a doll faceup! Cause yes, I have a new face to practice on. Oh and I do have a new doll too! I hope to get some time to take her out soon for a photoshoot, so yay all awesome good news 
I did buy a new feezer. A fridge. Even a dishwasher. But none is working. Seems I also need to hire a plummer. The old dishwasher were hooked up with some strange older pipes. The old freeze we just cant remove since the radiator handle is sticking out too much, hence why we cant get the new one in and the fridge.. well it broke within a week so now they are sending people in and out to try and find whats wrong. So yay bad luck DX
Anyho', in about 8-9 days time, look forward to new posts!
I did buy a new feezer. A fridge. Even a dishwasher. But none is working. Seems I also need to hire a plummer. The old dishwasher were hooked up with some strange older pipes. The old freeze we just cant remove since the radiator handle is sticking out too much, hence why we cant get the new one in and the fridge.. well it broke within a week so now they are sending people in and out to try and find whats wrong. So yay bad luck DX
Anyho', in about 8-9 days time, look forward to new posts!
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